I know I know, okay? What I'm trying to say is that even if you're trying, that alone means a lot. Fame is not a virtue or something worthwhile, I'd rather be unnoticed a lot of the time - and it doesn't necessarily have anything to do with what you've actually done. If I had an EXP for every overblown reputation I ran across I'd hit the max level cap.

It's what you do to help others that matters, what you go out of your way to help with, even if you don't succeed.