unknownrival: (Pained.  On the brink of tears.)
Ryudo Issei ([personal profile] unknownrival) wrote2009-10-21 07:16 am

[Voice post - worst fear virus.]

Really, Shirou, if you're home for the week, you should at least answer the door. [Issei sounds about as calm as normal, if a tad annoyed.] I told you I was coming over, so you have no excuse. Ah, well, it's for reasons like this that I have a key.

[The sound of footseps.] Not in the living room... He's probably in the shed and couldn't hear me, I suppose. [More of Issei's footsteps.]

It's locked. Shirou, are you in there? [A moment's pause.] No answer. Maybe he's out w-

Isn't that blood?

[There's a few loud blunt sounds, like someone throwing themselves bodily at a door, then a loud crash.]

Shirou?! Please be okay, please be okay, this isn't allowed to happen, that sort of thing can't happen if I'm here, you have to be okay, please- Why, why aren't you breathing, you can't not be breathing, I have to protect you, I won't forgive you if you don't start breathing this instant! Are you listening?! I'm telling you to start recovering! Please, please, please-

How could I let such a thing... I wasn't here fast enough. I won't forgive myself for not able to protect you.

((Issei's worst fear is being unable to protect a friend. And before anyone asks, the dead body is a virus-induced illusion - I won't really kill off Shirou as an NPC.))

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
But he's right here! I should know him well enough to recognize him when he's - he's -

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I know how it looks like but..it's the comms fault. I would go there to help but the room will end filled with snakes and reptiles.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think at this point he cares if there's a snake in the room with him, Hakuba, but-

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The community only does things to its members, or to people its members know.

Then... it's my fault he's dead?

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
No, no, no, it's not your fault! What it will be?

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
But you said the community did this. If I had left months ago, it would never have targeted him. If I had protected him properly, he'd still be alive-!

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
This is an illusion Issei, that's is all.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It feels too real to be one.

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a virus, you know how real they can feel. Trust me in that, please, for your own good.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
...I can't. I just - I can't, not after seeing him like this, I can't say 'it's all just a virus'.

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Please Issei, took a deep breath, you need to calm down.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
How can I be calm when this has happened?! Shirou is - I love him!

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not r..WHAT!?

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not - it's not as if it's been returned, but for years he's been- don't you see why I can't be calm about this?!

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I..I do..I'm sorry.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't... I'm trying to be calm, I really am, but I can't be objective about something such as this.

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-23 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
O-okay, its understandable but...

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-23 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What... what should I do?

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-23 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Calm down Issei. Don't try to move him.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-23 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not. What else?

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I..I'm not sure.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Issei lets out a long sigh.] I can't... I can't deal with this. It can't be happening, but it can't not be happening...

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I know how it looks like Issei, it's horrible but..it will be done soon.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2009-10-25 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
I hope you're right. I really do.