unknownrival: (Inwardly facepalming.  Really...)
Ryudo Issei ([personal profile] unknownrival) wrote2010-12-13 09:23 pm

[Accidental Post, text, strikes visible]

Dear Shirou,

I want to express my feelings more clearly than I can in person. It's not that I'm particularly inept at saying what I want to say: rather, when I see you, I am overcome by feelings of Rewrite this part. embarrassment. Embarrassment's a good word. Not I-want-to-jump-you-now. Embarrassment.

We've known each other for several years now and been best friends for almost as long. I've spent many a time with you in the student council room aimlessly chatting about nothing. And all the while, my face would be about as red as a streetlight, you absolute idiot why didn't you notice?! Rewrite this. I miss those times. Fine, that works.

What I mean to say is that my feelings for you lie somewhat deeper than friendship. I know that they are only returned as such, but I still needed to express what you couldn't figure out through three and a half years of hinting. Rewrite this.

I felt the truth had to be known. I hope this does not lower your esteem for me in any way.

Love,
Issei
...rewrite that, too.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-17 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't know you still cared bout the guy like that.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
I am finding the concept of falling out of love to be quite alien to me. Of the four people I've truly considered myself in love with in my entire life, I'm still in love with three.

Of course, this bodes ill for you as well. I'm sure you'd like me to get over you.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-17 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
It would make things easier and probably improve your relationship with my girlfriend, but you can't force yourself not to feel a certain way.

Trust me. I tried.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want to try if it's not going to work. ...even if I were to cut myself off from contact with you, I wouldn't be able to keep you out of my thoughts. And, more importantly, I wouldn't be able to stand it for a second.

I miss Haruto. ...I'd miss when I wasn't in love with anyone, but I can barely remember that.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-17 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
You're my friend, Issei. Things would be kinda boring without you.

. . . [wat do sob]

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-17 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'm boring. You don't need me.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-17 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
... 'm not gonna have this argument with you.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-18 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
No you don't, it's just not something worth arguing over.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Fine. I'm worthy of your attention. Is that what you want me to say?

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
You know, semi-relatedly, I really should take offense to half your icons.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Being so attractive. There ought to be a law against it.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-18 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

Keh. That was corny.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, I'll try again. You're so attractive that even 100x100 pictures of you make my heart flutter.

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-18 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
... still corny, Issei.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
I love you, you're gorgeous?

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[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-12-18 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
No, that's all right. You got your point across.

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[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
That's good.