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Jan. 30th, 2012 06:37 pmI hate you, Kinoko Nasu. I hate you for writing the story of my world and putting lines like this in.
[Accidental Post, text, strikes visible]
Dec. 13th, 2010 09:23 pmDear Shirou,
I want to express my feelings more clearly than I can in person. It's not that I'm particularly inept at saying what I want to say: rather, when I see you, I am overcome by feelings of Rewrite this part. embarrassment. Embarrassment's a good word. Not I-want-to-jump-you-now. Embarrassment.
We've known each other for several years now and been best friends for almost as long. I've spent many a time with you in the student council room aimlessly chatting about nothing.And all the while, my face would be about as red as a streetlight, you absolute idiot why didn't you notice?! Rewrite this. I miss those times. Fine, that works.
What I mean to say is that my feelings for you lie somewhat deeper than friendship. I know that they are only returned as such, but I still needed to express what you couldn't figure out through three and a half years of hinting. Rewrite this.
I felt the truth had to be known. I hope this does not lower your esteem for me in any way.
Love,
Issei
...rewrite that, too.
I want to express my feelings more clearly than I can in person. It's not that I'm particularly inept at saying what I want to say: rather, when I see you, I am overcome by feelings of Rewrite this part. embarrassment. Embarrassment's a good word. Not I-want-to-jump-you-now. Embarrassment.
We've known each other for several years now and been best friends for almost as long. I've spent many a time with you in the student council room aimlessly chatting about nothing.
What I mean to say is that my feelings for you lie somewhat deeper than friendship. I know that they are only returned as such, but I still needed to express what you couldn't figure out through three and a half years of hinting. Rewrite this.
I felt the truth had to be known. I hope this does not lower your esteem for me in any way.
Love,
Issei
...rewrite that, too.
Again. Again. Again. Again.
Again again again again again!
I hate this community!
[Guess who sounds like a girl?]
Again again again again again!
I hate this community!
[Guess who sounds like a girl?]
[Accidental Video]
Nov. 16th, 2010 12:20 pm[This video shows Issei in the shower. The camera stays above waist-level, fortunately for all involved. It's not a very interesting shower - he's singing some popular tune as he scrubs.
It's when he gets out that things become marginally more interesting, because when he makes his way into his bedroom, he notices that the recording light on his computer is on. Startled, he squeaks, clutches his towel close around his chest, and checks to see what else was recorded-]
Wh-what did I do to deserve this?! ...at least it didn't pan down...
It's when he gets out that things become marginally more interesting, because when he makes his way into his bedroom, he notices that the recording light on his computer is on. Startled, he squeaks, clutches his towel close around his chest, and checks to see what else was recorded-]
Wh-what did I do to deserve this?! ...at least it didn't pan down...
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Sep. 18th, 2010 07:07 pmI tried contacting Haruto today. I do that on a fairly regular basis: our conversations are rarely important, but always a relief from the stress of the day. ...I digress.
I couldn't reach him. Then I had a look at the member list of the community - he wasn't on it.
...I've lost friends to the whims of the community before. I should be used to this... and yet it never stops being painful.
I couldn't reach him. Then I had a look at the member list of the community - he wasn't on it.
...I've lost friends to the whims of the community before. I should be used to this... and yet it never stops being painful.
[Video Post]
Aug. 24th, 2010 08:53 pm[You know Henry, right? Dog with decaying flesh? Okay, good. Henry and Issei are out for a walk in the woods. He has a collar and a leash and everything.
Issei finds a nice clear spot, and takes off the leash. In his other hand he has a tennis ball, which he throws a short distance.] Fetch!
[Henry just gives him a look.]
...you really have no interest in toys, do you... This is the third item I've tried. Ah, well, I'm sure I'll discover a way to make this work eventually...
Issei finds a nice clear spot, and takes off the leash. In his other hand he has a tennis ball, which he throws a short distance.] Fetch!
[Henry just gives him a look.]
...you really have no interest in toys, do you... This is the third item I've tried. Ah, well, I'm sure I'll discover a way to make this work eventually...
[Fail lock from Stein]
Aug. 18th, 2010 08:33 pm...So that was somewhat unpleasant. And yet I agreed for a second session... It's only because the pay is good, or I wouldn't allow my body to be used in such a way.
((He let Stein use him as a test subject, the idiot.))
((He let Stein use him as a test subject, the idiot.))
[Hello, Issei's voice is not usually that high.]
I'm a woman again.
There are no words. No. Words.
Dear? I'm, I'm truly sorry about this, it was never my intention to... ugh, I must horrify you. I feel disgusting.
((Issei's a woman and married. To Otacon. Well, that's one way to build CR.))
I'm a woman again.
There are no words. No. Words.
Dear? I'm, I'm truly sorry about this, it was never my intention to... ugh, I must horrify you. I feel disgusting.
((Issei's a woman and married. To Otacon. Well, that's one way to build CR.))
[Forward-dated to tomorrow, video post.]
Apr. 29th, 2010 07:52 pmIn Issei's room, the two Isseis stare each other down.
The one in brown - the real Issei - says, "You're not me. You're not even a part of me, like my Shadow was. You broke up with Haruto so you could gallivant around, you viciously attacked my friends - you're the antithesis of my loyalty, what I am."
The one in black - the new Issei - answers, "That's right. And because of that, I'm much stronger than you will ever be. You're weak."
A laugh comes out of the real Issei's lips. "You're the weak one. And I won't allow you to hurt my friends any longer." Then he speaks in another language, and the words have power: "Erlösch."
"Wh-what?" The new Issei starts to fade. "You don't have any power! You can't use magic!"
"That's right, I can't. Even now, I'm copying off of what Tohsaka does. Erlösch." The real Issei smiles grimly. "But I've said it before that loyalty is the core of my being, my Origin. I can do anything if it's loyal enough. You have no Origin. What is your being supposed to be? Erlösch!"
Before the other Issei can answer, he disappears completely.
Issei collapses to the ground.
The one in brown - the real Issei - says, "You're not me. You're not even a part of me, like my Shadow was. You broke up with Haruto so you could gallivant around, you viciously attacked my friends - you're the antithesis of my loyalty, what I am."
The one in black - the new Issei - answers, "That's right. And because of that, I'm much stronger than you will ever be. You're weak."
A laugh comes out of the real Issei's lips. "You're the weak one. And I won't allow you to hurt my friends any longer." Then he speaks in another language, and the words have power: "Erlösch."
"Wh-what?" The new Issei starts to fade. "You don't have any power! You can't use magic!"
"That's right, I can't. Even now, I'm copying off of what Tohsaka does. Erlösch." The real Issei smiles grimly. "But I've said it before that loyalty is the core of my being, my Origin. I can do anything if it's loyal enough. You have no Origin. What is your being supposed to be? Erlösch!"
Before the other Issei can answer, he disappears completely.
Issei collapses to the ground.
[Failed lock to Haruto]
Apr. 23rd, 2010 11:31 pmHaruto. H-how do we feel about threesomes and foursomes?
I love you dearly and no one else can replace you, but I have a line of people waiting to sleep with me, amd I want you to enjoy yourself too.
I love you dearly and no one else can replace you, but I have a line of people waiting to sleep with me, amd I want you to enjoy yourself too.
[Issei is shaking with the force of his sobs. He's obviously been crying for a while.
Eventually, the sobs slow down enough for him to get some words out in between them.]
That wasn't me. The person who hospitalized my father and brother, who drove the other monks to attack each other, who spoke to you all so cruelly - that wasn't me. I could never do such a thing to my family!
Why, wh-why did this happen? What did I possibly do to deserve anyone's ire enough for them to do this? Why did I fail my family and let this happen?! I should have resisted, I should have...
Father... R-Reikan-nii...
[And he bursts into a fresh wave of tears.]
Eventually, the sobs slow down enough for him to get some words out in between them.]
That wasn't me. The person who hospitalized my father and brother, who drove the other monks to attack each other, who spoke to you all so cruelly - that wasn't me. I could never do such a thing to my family!
Why, wh-why did this happen? What did I possibly do to deserve anyone's ire enough for them to do this? Why did I fail my family and let this happen?! I should have resisted, I should have...
Father... R-Reikan-nii...
[And he bursts into a fresh wave of tears.]
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Mar. 10th, 2010 07:15 amI have a question - how do you convince your father that just because you've turned nineteen and have a boyfriend, it is not a good time to start speaking of heirs? I love him dearly, but he takes the duties that come from being the head of the temple too much to heart. I haven't even inherited yet, and I'm not old enough to have children!
[Fail!private]
I wish this wound would heal quickly. It's in an obvious place that draws questions, and how am I to explain that the day-to-day affairs of a monk led me to being pricked with a weapon? I'm not even sure of what happened, myself.
((Part 1 of the Mukuro plot is go! ...yeah, part 1's not that interesting. Part 2 comes tomorrow and will be much cooler.))
[Fail!private]
I wish this wound would heal quickly. It's in an obvious place that draws questions, and how am I to explain that the day-to-day affairs of a monk led me to being pricked with a weapon? I'm not even sure of what happened, myself.
((Part 1 of the Mukuro plot is go! ...yeah, part 1's not that interesting. Part 2 comes tomorrow and will be much cooler.))
[Open RL - Issei's birthday party.]
Mar. 3rd, 2010 07:05 pmThe temple had a large room with tables and chairs, usually used for meetings between the monks. Right now it had been appropriated for Issei's birthday party, and was full of food and streamers. Guests were milling about, talking to each other and waiting for Issei to arrive.
Which he did, dropping his jaw at the sight. "Wh-what is all this?"
((Feel free to talk to each other and to Issei! Enjoy~))
Which he did, dropping his jaw at the sight. "Wh-what is all this?"
((Feel free to talk to each other and to Issei! Enjoy~))
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Feb. 28th, 2010 02:54 pmDoes it make any logical sense that someone who is good at poker - and I have word that I am - would be absolutely terrible at strip poker? It's just poker with different stakes...
Ah, I hope you had a good night's sleep,Mikk Marquise? Let me know if you require my hospitality again.
Ah, I hope you had a good night's sleep,
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Feb. 21st, 2010 03:33 pmHiwatari, go back to school. It's important, your family connections won't get you everything in life.
In other reaction-related news, my boyfriend doesn't think I'm a tramp, and his and my opinions are frankly the only ones that are actually relevant in this matter. ...Though the amount of people coming out of the woodwork to support me was refreshing.
In other reaction-related news, my boyfriend doesn't think I'm a tramp, and his and my opinions are frankly the only ones that are actually relevant in this matter. ...Though the amount of people coming out of the woodwork to support me was refreshing.
[Accidental Voice]
Feb. 16th, 2010 09:48 pmI'm not going to cheat on him. Not with Kid, not with Shirou. I would never cheat on him, even with a person I loved, because I also love him and you don't cheat on people you love.
But apparently, you can't love two or three or four people equally! You can only love one the most. And of course that person isn't the one you're dating. You're being disloyal just by dating anyone at all.
And if you love two people, you're fated to cheat on them. There's no such thing as self control! If you have to love more than one person, you might as well just never date anyone for your entire life to keep yourself from harming them! Who cares if you're unloved forever, if they're safe from you?
In fact, why don't you just go ahead and DIE FOR THEM?! It's the only way to prove that your love isn't just a selfish emotion, it's the only way to date them and not eventually betray them! Go ahead! I know I would!
'Take what you want from me, strip me bare, send me into certain death.' If you can't even respect my loyalty, which is the entirety of my being, how can you respect me at all?!
((Hakuba really made Issei flip out with his assertion that Issei couldn't love two people at the same time. Replies will be voice, he's not well enough to type correctly.))
But apparently, you can't love two or three or four people equally! You can only love one the most. And of course that person isn't the one you're dating. You're being disloyal just by dating anyone at all.
And if you love two people, you're fated to cheat on them. There's no such thing as self control! If you have to love more than one person, you might as well just never date anyone for your entire life to keep yourself from harming them! Who cares if you're unloved forever, if they're safe from you?
In fact, why don't you just go ahead and DIE FOR THEM?! It's the only way to prove that your love isn't just a selfish emotion, it's the only way to date them and not eventually betray them! Go ahead! I know I would!
'Take what you want from me, strip me bare, send me into certain death.' If you can't even respect my loyalty, which is the entirety of my being, how can you respect me at all?!
((Hakuba really made Issei flip out with his assertion that Issei couldn't love two people at the same time. Replies will be voice, he's not well enough to type correctly.))
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[Accidental Video Post]
Feb. 10th, 2010 01:10 am( Cut OOCly for length. )
((All replies will come after he wakes up for the day. ...Which will be quite a bit later than his day should actually start (in two and a half hours).))
((All replies will come after he wakes up for the day. ...Which will be quite a bit later than his day should actually start (in two and a half hours).))
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Jan. 16th, 2010 10:24 am[Video]
[For a few seconds, Issei just sits in front of the camera, wearing his normal clothes and with his normal eye color. He waves, and then shuts the camera off.]
[/Video]
Thank you very much for the rescue. Everyone, I'm all right now, and the rest of the affected people are going to be fine. I know, because I'm going to help save them. (I won't budge on this, so don't try to dissuade me.)
As for what I said and did... well, call me old-fashioned, but I still prefer regular therapy to the supernatural kind. So if you want to ask, I'll do my best to answer. ...That person is me, technically, but more than a little seems to have been lost in translation.
[Failed private, easily hackable]
I looked like a tramp. Forget looking like one, I acted like one! And I - with - if I didn't have people to rescue I'd spend the rest of the day in purifying myself! No, I'd spend the entire week doing it, just to be certain I was rid of the unclean influences!
Am I supposed to return Nakamori's undergarments to her now...? I don't have any use for them myself. But I've never been in such a situation before! I don't know how to deal with this!
((Okay! I don't know how other people are handling this, but I'm going to say that all posts made on the 15th (including Haruto's last one) are before Issei's rescue, and all posts made after that are after the rescue. It's easier for me to keep track of, and I'd be remiss in not letting his boyfriend have a good panic post. Also, holy crap guys, did you see how many comments were on there? I love all of you for making Shadow!Issei so fun to play~))
[For a few seconds, Issei just sits in front of the camera, wearing his normal clothes and with his normal eye color. He waves, and then shuts the camera off.]
[/Video]
Thank you very much for the rescue. Everyone, I'm all right now, and the rest of the affected people are going to be fine. I know, because I'm going to help save them. (I won't budge on this, so don't try to dissuade me.)
As for what I said and did... well, call me old-fashioned, but I still prefer regular therapy to the supernatural kind. So if you want to ask, I'll do my best to answer. ...That person is me, technically, but more than a little seems to have been lost in translation.
[Failed private, easily hackable]
I looked like a tramp. Forget looking like one, I acted like one! And I - with - if I didn't have people to rescue I'd spend the rest of the day in purifying myself! No, I'd spend the entire week doing it, just to be certain I was rid of the unclean influences!
Am I supposed to return Nakamori's undergarments to her now...? I don't have any use for them myself. But I've never been in such a situation before! I don't know how to deal with this!
((Okay! I don't know how other people are handling this, but I'm going to say that all posts made on the 15th (including Haruto's last one) are before Issei's rescue, and all posts made after that are after the rescue. It's easier for me to keep track of, and I'd be remiss in not letting his boyfriend have a good panic post. Also, holy crap guys, did you see how many comments were on there? I love all of you for making Shadow!Issei so fun to play~))
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Dec. 16th, 2009 07:20 amThe elections for Student Council, and more specifically Student Council President, are almost upon us. I - it would be lying to say that I didn't feel a bit nervous. But that's healthy.
I trust I can count on a few of your votes? Remember that students must vote to fully use their power in the school system, etc., etc., you've all heard the morning announcements about why you should participate in the election.
Good luck to you as well, Minazuki.
((Most/all tags will come after school, sigh. I just couldn't keep the post in any longer.))
I trust I can count on a few of your votes? Remember that students must vote to fully use their power in the school system, etc., etc., you've all heard the morning announcements about why you should participate in the election.
Good luck to you as well, Minazuki.
((Most/all tags will come after school, sigh. I just couldn't keep the post in any longer.))
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Dec. 1st, 2009 04:31 pmHe's fine.
Thank you for your concern, everyone.
((Issei's being vague on purpose, but he's talking about Haruto, who's recovering from the stabbing.))
Thank you for your concern, everyone.
((Issei's being vague on purpose, but he's talking about Haruto, who's recovering from the stabbing.))
