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If no one minds, I'm just venting a little and proposing a theory. Feel free to skip this.

The implications of having a 'canon' extend far beyond the strangeness of being fictional in another world. The community often adheres to the canon in various ways.

For example, when something is 'meant to happen' and the community blocks worldhop access, it never does so when someone is past the events in their canon, or the event doesn't occur within it. If I was threatened by a community member, as I have been in the past, I would be perfectly able to get outside aid, because this is a foreign threat. If I were still going through the story, and my death was told there, the likelihood is that no one could fix it.

Another comment is that when people lose access, they often lose their memories - more than that, they lose their memories to a certain point, and that point is somewhere within the canon. If they've been here for years and grown, the next time they come here they'll be young again. Things like 'Akako Koizumi and Hakuba Saguru are not dating' and 'Issei Ryudo is a human being' can change back even if memories aren't lost. It's as if all changes are necessarily reset.

Finally, when Stein lost his memories of William, he was still in the same place. If William had lost his memories - he would have disappeared entirely, because he was in the wrong place. If Diarmuid loses his access and his memories he will disappear as well, and the next time we find a Diarmuid to grace our community with his presence, he will be in a time point during the war.

For all that it is chaotic in nature, the community can also stick tightly to what is called our fates. People always begin here from a predetermined point, and without interference, in any universe they will end at a determined point as well.

I despise fate. I would rather my life and death not be something I uselessly rail against.

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I suppose you are right about that. It is not as if one should realistically expect anything but death to be the only truly predetermined thing provided one is even mortal to begin with.

...Knowing you are going to die is one thing. But knowing it is to come with the loss of your pride and honor is quite another, particularly when that is all you had the first time.

You never lost your honor. Nothing you did would be shameful and your pride should be untarnished.

Had things gone that far, it would have been. I do not know how anyone on the community can even look at me after seeing that.

Diarmuid. You're a good person, you're a wonderful person. I don't understand how you could think otherwise.

...I suppose I just no longer think of myself as I once did.

You'll have to work on that. You deserve to carry yourself with all the pride of any knight.

I am not sure I can anymore.

We'll fix that.

I do not think this is something so easily repaired.

Do you plan on leaving me so soon?

What--no, of course not.

Then we'll fix it. Even if it takes years.

....very well. If you are certain of that.

I'm completely certain.

...For what it's worth, I believe we were meant to cross paths one way or another.

Do you really think so?

I do. And if I'm wrong, it hardly matters. Whether fated or not, we're here now.

That's true. Whatever might have been intended for me, I want to stay with you... all my life.

I certainly wouldn't mind that. I can think of nowhere else I would rather go.

...Diarmuid, I've been thinking of something...

Hm? Is there something wrong?

[He takes a deep breath to steady himself.]

Are you sure you want to stay with me for that long?

Where else would I ever go?

...Diarmuid. I want to ask you to marry me.

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