unknownrival: (Uneasy)
Ryudo Issei ([personal profile] unknownrival) wrote2012-08-04 10:51 am

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[Issei looks... alive, at least. He looks downcast, and when he speaks it's low and quiet. But he's alive.]

If there is anything worse than watching your body kill your best friend?

Don't tell me about it.
croibhristeoir: (i've paid a price)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I would vastly prefer that you didn't.
croibhristeoir: (forgive; sounds good)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...very well, I will try not to.
croibhristeoir: (losing my heart; losing my pride)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you going to be alright?
croibhristeoir: (to make it a place worth living in)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad to hear that, at least.
croibhristeoir: (you know it will all happen again)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[He just shook his head slightly, worn out and exhausted.]
croibhristeoir: (burning into the night)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
...don't. Please, just...don't.
croibhristeoir: (you know it will all happen again)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
If I could answer that, this wouldn't be a problem.
croibhristeoir: (to build me up and tear me down)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
...Your brother may mention something to you about me arriving home carrying a corpse.

[Speaking in an almost deadpan voice, Lancer moved his hand behind his back as if trying to conceal what he was holding.]

Try not to be too alarmed.
croibhristeoir: (forgive; sounds good)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
...Mami Tomoe.

It could have been part of the virus, I can not yet say for certain.
croibhristeoir: (you know it will all happen again)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I want to believe it is, but...were that the case, would this not have disappeared?

[Lancer finally moved his hand from behind his back to show Issei the Grief Seed he'd been holding.]

Perhaps it's lingered because I held on to it, or because that...really did happen.
Edited (wow i'm redundant) 2012-08-04 19:27 (UTC)
croibhristeoir: (this is how a heart breaks)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
...

I could have saved her.
croibhristeoir: (how i hesitated now i wonder why)

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[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2012-08-04 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
When a magi like her falls to despair, they become one of the very witches they are dedicated to fighting. Had I only gotten there earlier or said the right things, I could have talked her out of it. I could have saved someone, but I failed.

That's all I ever do. Fail. All that remains of Mami is an empty shell and the leftover seed of a witch--that is my fault and my responsibility.

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