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Never Google your own name, part hundred:

Someone out there hates me.

I really need to not bring my computer on vacations.

[Image text: (214): You do realize that you're sleeping with a man who is part of a gay harem, right?]

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If you can convince him that you should get permission to date me, I will respect his wishes.

I think it'll be hard, though.

Go on.

I thought you kept saying you didn't want a -- you didn't want more than one person!

It inevitably upsets someone or other in the situation.

I'm already upsetting you. I'm kind of upsetting him. If you can convince him that this would be a good idea, there's a small possibility that it will not be the worst idea to ever enter my love life.

He's upset?

Well... No. But I feel like I'm upsetting him.

Please tell me what's wrong.

Mostly it's that I have a lot of people that I have close bonds with of some kind.

Is that bad?

I don't think so. But it means I could mess up easier.

I don't think you mess up.

You think very highly of me.

Of course I do! You're important to me. You're kind to me whether I deserve it or not. You always try to support me. You do these things for all of us! Yes, you act like a boyfriend when you consider yourself to be acting like a friend, but that's who you are and it means that we're not scaring you or annoying you anymore. You're a wonderful person who deserves everything that could make him happy.

Retasu... Thank you. I don't know what to say.

I don't even know what to do. I just know that, even if it sounds like a good idea... and, um, I was sort of thinking about it too... please, when you make decisions about your love life, think about how you feel, too. We all love you, but are you just trying to make us happy?

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...I can't exactly say that I am. But, you were thinking about it?

...I said too much, didn't I? But, ah... sort of.

Oh. I hadn't realized that was you.

Just... talk to Diarmuid. Please.

I'm sorry. I was thinking I shouldn't have said it.

Maybe we can talk about it when all of us go out to dinner and the movie...? Or, um. I can find him before then. It sounds scary, though.

...that really sounds like a date idea now, doesn't it.

I thought you knew that.

No. Apparently I'm oblivious.

I'm really sorry! I'm the one who keeps thinking you're hinting things.

You'd be surprised how often I get that. My fault.