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[unknownrival]

Haruto and I will be going out to dinner. Is that - that's a date, right? I mean, I asked right after confessing to him, so it should be a date instead of a friendly outing, I think. But if it's a date, does that mean we're dating? Or is going out on a date different from dating?

Do I pay? Is that treating him like a girl? But I'm the one who invited him out, shouldn't I pay?

Am I supposed to walk him home? How do you walk someone home when they're on a different world?

I've never done this before, I don't know what to do!

...I just want to not mess this up. I want to be able to make him happy.

Comments

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'm panicking about having a date. Right now the dateless seem much better off.

[maraich]

I'll trade you.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

That's too mean to Haruto.

[maraich]

Being on a date with me wouldn't be bad.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to date you.

[maraich]

Where in the world did that come from?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

...oh, wait, you wanted him to date you? Shouldn't you be asking him, then?

[maraich]

I don't want to date either of you. You're both way too young for me.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Then what were you talking about?

[maraich]

You're single with a date and nothing tying you down. A lot of people would be envious.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

They shouldn't be.

[maraich]

You're not appreciating what you have.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Once I finish panicking, I'll appreciate it.

[maraich]

I sure hope so.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'm not that ungrateful, really.

[maraich]

If you're that nervous maybe we can go on a double date in the future.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't that be more awkward?

[maraich]

No, it takes the pressure off because the focus is less on doing lovey-dovey stuff and more on having fun like a group of friends!

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I see... I don't know if you're someone I'd want to do that with, though.

[maraich]

What do you mean?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I don't know you that well.

[maraich]

So?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

So that would make me more nervous.

[maraich]

Why? I'm a fun person.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

But I'm not really sociable with people I don't know well.