[Private but easily hackable.]

[unknownrival]

...I would've thought that a classmate dying would have had more of an effect on me. Even if it is Mato.

This is worrisome...

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[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

Hm...?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

It's nothing. Pay no mind to me.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

It's got no effect on you, does it?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

None whatsoever.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

Kid was a bastard. It makes sense. And you didn't see it.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know, but... It's not surprising, but it's still worrisome.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

Why's it worrisome?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

This is the first time anyone that I knew, or at least knew fairly well, has died. I don't want to be the kind of person that thinks people dying is no big deal.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

...I get you. But if this is the first time, then I wouldn't worry. Matou wasn't the most well-liked person anywhere.

Makes you feel better, I wasn't all that shaken seeing him.

[steelisblood.livejournal.com]

Mato Shinji does not deserve your sympathies one bit, Issei.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know that, Archer.

[steelisblood.livejournal.com]

Don't even give him rights for the dead.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I wasn't planning to. Still, it's...

[steelisblood.livejournal.com]

He deserved it.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know that.

[steelisblood.livejournal.com]

Good.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

...Archer. When the first person you knew that you hated, who really deserved it, died, did you feel anything? Any pity for him at all?

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[jewelslinger.livejournal.com]

... you're not the only one who feels that way.

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[stripping.livejournal.com]

You as well, Tohsaka?

...hmm.

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[jewelslinger.livejournal.com]

He was a terrible person, but that doesn't mean he deserved what happened to him.

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[stripping.livejournal.com]

No one does, really.

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[jewelslinger.livejournal.com]

Or don't they? Sometimes I wonder...

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[stripping.livejournal.com]

I might think differently if I'd known what kind of person he was firsthand. But from what Archer described to me...

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[jewelslinger.livejournal.com]

It's true he was a monster. But... there's more to it than that.

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[stripping.livejournal.com]

One of those things I'm not allowed to know?