[Private but easily hackable.]

[unknownrival]

...I would've thought that a classmate dying would have had more of an effect on me. Even if it is Mato.

This is worrisome...

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[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

It's got no effect on you, does it?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

None whatsoever.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

Kid was a bastard. It makes sense. And you didn't see it.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know, but... It's not surprising, but it's still worrisome.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

Why's it worrisome?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

This is the first time anyone that I knew, or at least knew fairly well, has died. I don't want to be the kind of person that thinks people dying is no big deal.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

...I get you. But if this is the first time, then I wouldn't worry. Matou wasn't the most well-liked person anywhere.

Makes you feel better, I wasn't all that shaken seeing him.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know that much.

...I'll try not to dwell on it, I suppose.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

It'd be more worrisome if you'd seen a lot of death and not be at all affected.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't it be the reverse? You'd get a bit more used to it after a while.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

You get a bit used to it, but never fully used to it. Always going to have some sort of reaction, whether it's sadness, anger, or "he had it coming."

[stripping.livejournal.com]

That's probably true.

Ah, I forgot to ask. Matou Sakura - how is she?

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

...

Alive. Beaten around a bit, and...but she's going to be okay.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

That's good.

[jagan-glare.livejournal.com]

I brought her to Emiya's place. Rather she be there now than the manor.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

She'll be safe there, I'm sure.