unknownrival: (Hurt.  Crying for a good reason.)
Ryudo Issei ([personal profile] unknownrival) wrote2010-03-12 02:51 am

[Video]

[Issei is shaking with the force of his sobs. He's obviously been crying for a while.

Eventually, the sobs slow down enough for him to get some words out in between them.]


That wasn't me. The person who hospitalized my father and brother, who drove the other monks to attack each other, who spoke to you all so cruelly - that wasn't me. I could never do such a thing to my family!

Why, wh-why did this happen? What did I possibly do to deserve anyone's ire enough for them to do this? Why did I fail my family and let this happen?! I should have resisted, I should have...

Father... R-Reikan-nii...

[And he bursts into a fresh wave of tears.]

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
B-but they're not dead!

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
They could have been killed! And I would have been able to do nothing to prevent it!

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[hands on his shoulders and he gives him a shake]

Didn't I already tell you that you tried your best?

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't good enough! [sob, being shaken]

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh c'mon, don't look at it like that!

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
But I - I can't look at it any other way.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah you can. You've got us to help you.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Kuroba, I... I...

[And he gives up and just clings to Kaito.]

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh hello. He hugs back comfortingly]

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaito might notice that Issei's still shaking and crying.]

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[h-hold until he stops then]

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[stops eventually.]

Thank you so much.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[pulls away a bit] You're welcome.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad that you came.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I had to make sure you were okay.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I wasn't. But I think that I might bw.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
That's much better.

...I am typoing like crazy today.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I thought you would think so.

... I do that all the time

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
You aren't saying that just to make me feel better are you?

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-03-12 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course not! I'm a terrible liar.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-12 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
You really are.

[personal profile] pandorabox 2010-03-13 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome.