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[unknownrival]

I tried contacting Haruto today. I do that on a fairly regular basis: our conversations are rarely important, but always a relief from the stress of the day. ...I digress.

I couldn't reach him. Then I had a look at the member list of the community - he wasn't on it.

...I've lost friends to the whims of the community before. I should be used to this... and yet it never stops being painful.

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[notahandbag.livejournal.com]

...I'm so sorry.

I don't even know if they've spoken enough xP

[8fingerswhiskey.livejournal.com]

You...Okay?

Awww.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'll be fine. At some point.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I know how much you mean that.

Well... at least I don't need to feel bad about what the viruses put me through any longer, right? That's, that's good.

[8fingerswhiskey.livejournal.com]

So, what does that mean?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I've never lost a significant other before.

[notahandbag.livejournal.com]

God, I'm so sorry... If... If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask, alright?

And it's good that you're looking at the bright side, I guess.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

What would possibly help?

[material_guy]

Damn. And the last thing you kissed wasn't even your now-ex-boyfriend. Tough break.

[notahandbag.livejournal.com]

...Booze?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Now is not the time for your callousness.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Do you really want me trying to molest you? That tends to happen when I get drunk. And for another thing, the drinking age in Japan is 20.

[oceanicbutterfly]

Issei...

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

It never will. And you will probably never stop missing him.

You must at least take comfort in memories.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'm all right.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I won't ever forget about him. I'm sure of that much.

[oceanicbutterfly]

Are you certain?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

No.

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

I have no doubt about that.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

...I hate this.

[oceanicbutterfly]

...

[stripping.livejournal.com]

You did want me to be honest.

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

I wish there was some way to help... but I don't know how to deal with it myself. We just must continue living, I suppose.

[oceanicbutterfly]

You should be honest in the first place.

[notahandbag.livejournal.com]

Hey, if it'll make you feel better, it's hard for me to turn that down. And drinking age, sminking age; I'm 37, remember?