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[unknownrival]

I tried contacting Haruto today. I do that on a fairly regular basis: our conversations are rarely important, but always a relief from the stress of the day. ...I digress.

I couldn't reach him. Then I had a look at the member list of the community - he wasn't on it.

...I've lost friends to the whims of the community before. I should be used to this... and yet it never stops being painful.

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[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

It never will. And you will probably never stop missing him.

You must at least take comfort in memories.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I won't ever forget about him. I'm sure of that much.

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

I have no doubt about that.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

...I hate this.

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

I wish there was some way to help... but I don't know how to deal with it myself. We just must continue living, I suppose.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I pray that nothing like this ever happens to you.

[phoenix-temple.livejournal.com]

It may not have been Ferio, but I have lost two people who were closer to me than my own family. It's unfortunate... but life has to continue.

[locked]

I lost connection with Ferio for a year. I thought I'd never see him again. I even lost the ring he gave me, the only proof that he had even been real. It's painful... I know it's painful, but he wouldn't want you to be sad.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I understand. For his sake, and for mine, I'll try not to dwell on it morosely.