I just want a bit part in your life

I tried contacting Haruto today. I do that on a fairly regular basis: our conversations are rarely important, but always a relief from the stress of the day. ...I digress.

I couldn't reach him. Then I had a look at the member list of the community - he wasn't on it.

...I've lost friends to the whims of the community before. I should be used to this... and yet it never stops being painful.