unknownrival | (no subject)

How do I act like a masochist?!

You deliberately fall in love that people you know you can't have, or that you know they're dangerous. They can't cause you anything but damage, mostly emotional, but my point still stand.

You said you loved Haruto, someone that was as interested in a relationship as cats are interested in water. It was commended to fail from the begining, but it weas easier to have him than to be alone.

Then you picked Tyki while you was still with Haruto, someone that jsut married recently and that couldn't offer you love because it's not in the nature of a Noah to feel that way. You was just entertainment. And you knew it too.

Kaito Kid is the next one, you not only loved an illusion, but you also knew that he has a significant other that dislike you for it. And yet you keep weeping for him like a lovesick puppy.

Should I go on and talk about Birkin...?

Oh hey now, let's not drag me into this.

Just ignore her, she has no idea what she's talking about.

She has plenty of idea what she's talking about. In my personal experience, sadists can spot a masochist from miles away. She is right about most of that, you know, and I say that as someone who is very, very similar to you in that regard.

That sounds nothing like me.

Issei, I sort of hate to break this to you, but I'm a bit of expert on this sort of thing. And I agree with her. Every word. The sooner you admit it the sooner you can... Well, I know you won't be able to fight back, exactly, but he sooner you can at least be made aware of it.

~♥

Yeah, yeah, you're welcome.

That doesn't sound like me and that's twisting what happened. And what conclusion are you trying to draw from that? Just because things hurt me, it doesn't mean I enjoy that. Is that what you're attempting to argue?

Issei, you've seen my... Well, not "relationship" but you know what I'm getting at, with Wesker. It reminds me oddly enough of your gigantic crush on Kaito Kid. Maybe Haruto was your Annette. A perfectly stable relationship and I'm sure he loved you back, but really, where was the passion and all that? I'm willing to guess at the fact that Tyki would be your Stein, minus the actual relationship part, because Eris said it best, it just wasn't in his nature to love. I guess that would make me your Adachi. The dangerous one. The one everyone - including you - knows is a terrible idea. And yet, you can't help it. You're drawn to people like this. People who can hurt you, kill you, even. And yet, you just can't help it. You like it.

Face it, Issei, we're so much more alike than we are different. I'm willing to bet that the only difference is I have the scars to show it.

Could you not ever compare Kid to Wesker again in any context? Thank you.

Birkin, I don't even like Tyki that much. It was a passing infatuation and nothing more than that. Certainly nothing like what you feel for Stein.

I'm still seeing nothing of what you're saying. I don't mean to insult you, but we're not nearly as alike as you think. The capability of loving multiple people does not automatically make us the same.