[Accidental Voice]

[unknownrival]

I'm not going to cheat on him. Not with Kid, not with Shirou. I would never cheat on him, even with a person I loved, because I also love him and you don't cheat on people you love.

But apparently, you can't love two or three or four people equally! You can only love one the most. And of course that person isn't the one you're dating. You're being disloyal just by dating anyone at all.

And if you love two people, you're fated to cheat on them. There's no such thing as self control! If you have to love more than one person, you might as well just never date anyone for your entire life to keep yourself from harming them! Who cares if you're unloved forever, if they're safe from you?

In fact, why don't you just go ahead and DIE FOR THEM?! It's the only way to prove that your love isn't just a selfish emotion, it's the only way to date them and not eventually betray them! Go ahead! I know I would!

'Take what you want from me, strip me bare, send me into certain death.' If you can't even respect my loyalty, which is the entirety of my being, how can you respect me at all?!

((Hakuba really made Issei flip out with his assertion that Issei couldn't love two people at the same time. Replies will be voice, he's not well enough to type correctly.))

Comments

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

[This is Hakuba being pissed off because of this whole thing. Really really pissed off, so his voice it's calm and emotionless.]

Dying it's easy.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

[Issei, on the other hand, sounds hysterical... because he is.]

So go ahead and point me in the direction you want me to die in! Anything to prove my loyalty to you, anything to make you happy!

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

[Hakuba feels bad, but he's still pissed. Crying or freaking out don't solve anything.]

You know what? Forget it, this it's stupid. Saying thing like this? It's humiliating for the people who really died for those who loved.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that my contrition is humiliating for you. What else do you reasonably expect me to do? I can't forget it now!

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

First I want you to calm down. Second, I want to know what you would say if Kid-san was able to love you back, if something happened that make it possible.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I would never do anything with him, because I'm dating Haruto! How difficult is that to grasp?!

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

So, what are you going to do? Love both the rest of your life and be only half happy?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I can't control who I'm in love with! Wouldn't that be better than loving both, having neither, and not being happy at all?

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

You're avoiding my question. And stop saying people that I hate you for loving two person because that's not true.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Yes! Yes, even if Kid loved me, I would be faithful to Haruto. Are you happy now?!

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

So you think that Haruto is the only one for you for the rest of your life?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Unless he broke up with me for reasons unrelated to other people. Then I would be single.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Eternal love it's easy at 18.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I know for a fact that the person I'm in love with on my world, I'll still be in love with at 28.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Good for you.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

I mean it when I say that all I have is my loyalty; it surpasses any expectations that would be on your world.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Issei, to love two persons, *love* them for real that way at the same time it's not possible.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

When following one's Origin, one can do things that are impossible.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Right.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

They can! It's the only part about me that is the least bit supernatural, so please believe me!

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Now I'm the one not following you.

[stripping.livejournal.com]

In my world, every person has an Origin. What their soul began from and is trying to reach. It's an instinct, or more like a command that can't be disobeyed.

My Origin is 'unswerving loyalty'. I checked.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

And you think that your Origin determinate your whole life?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

It does.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

How so?

I don't believe in fate. So if I name my son Hanjian he would be a traitor?