unknownrival | [Accidental Voice]

I'm not going to cheat on him. Not with Kid, not with Shirou. I would never cheat on him, even with a person I loved, because I also love him and you don't cheat on people you love.

But apparently, you can't love two or three or four people equally! You can only love one the most. And of course that person isn't the one you're dating. You're being disloyal just by dating anyone at all.

And if you love two people, you're fated to cheat on them. There's no such thing as self control! If you have to love more than one person, you might as well just never date anyone for your entire life to keep yourself from harming them! Who cares if you're unloved forever, if they're safe from you?

In fact, why don't you just go ahead and DIE FOR THEM?! It's the only way to prove that your love isn't just a selfish emotion, it's the only way to date them and not eventually betray them! Go ahead! I know I would!

'Take what you want from me, strip me bare, send me into certain death.' If you can't even respect my loyalty, which is the entirety of my being, how can you respect me at all?!

((Hakuba really made Issei flip out with his assertion that Issei couldn't love two people at the same time. Replies will be voice, he's not well enough to type correctly.))

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This isn't about Hakuba.

He's my friend. My dear friend, and I respect his opinion. I respect him.

I am my loyalty; it's a certifiable fact. If he doesn't respect that, what is there left of me for him to be friends with?

You can respect his opinion, but ultimately he's not you.

... besides, you're the most loyal guy I know.

It isn't just him. Even Kid thinks that I might abandon Haruto for him - he didn't say it in so many words, but I know. I know, and it's painful to know that that's what he thinks of me...

And even that isn't enough?

It's not that--! Have you tried asking him?

Oi oi, I never said that!

If he shows up here, I'll ask. But I don't want to know what the answer will be.

But if it were enough, this whole post would be unnecessary!

It might surprise you.

For the record, I don't think you'd cheat on your boyfriend.

Perhaps...

Thank you. I don't know what I would do if all of my friends no longer respected me.

Are you sure Hakuba meant he didn't respect you anymore?

He practically said I should go die.

...

That doesn't seem like something Hakuba would say.

'Why don't I just go ahead and die for them?' 'Dying is easy.' What does this exchange tell you?

Not that he wants you to go die!

What does it mean, then?!

I don't know, but Hakuba's not the type to go tell people to die. He's a detective, for crying out loud.

And I'm a monk, which should hypothetically stop me from wild displays of emotion. I think we all know how that works out.

... fair enough.

I really should be meditating at the moment...

You sound a little upset. You might want to try to calm down.

'A little'?

... a lot.

There; now I know you have ears, Kuroba.

Go meditate.

I'll do my utmost. Thank you.

Don't mention it.

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